Incoming Chaos
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Incoming Chaos
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Hello.♥ I'm Vivian.L (Loh). Im 13, I see presents dropping from the sky every year on 24/08 . I have alot of dreams, real dreams that is, that i want to achieve. I love die piano (grade 4). I am freakishly addicted to anime/manga. I draw and read, a lot, and love photography. Lastly, i love vampires, so if your one, bite me.
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;'( Friday, August 6, 2010 @ 10:30 PM
Im now stuck in this scary solitary colourless world full of pain and sadness, and i cant seem to get out, i wish you were here, i wish i could turn things back to normal, 3 words, lei si wo.. i wish i world was peaceful once again 相反的我 I want so bbadly to go to IKEA but i don't think i can now... anyways, subject change, i want to change my url, so yeah i'll put up the thingy to click so you guys can just hop in and tag:) so yeah yesterday was racial harmony and yeah i wore that indonesian dress. and i saw some 6per ppl, which was kinda awesome! and yeah i had a great time :) hmm so didn't get to go back to xishan, but Angela came to my house to play yesterday! epic awesome man! i miss her so freaking much! so right now, im trying to cut the vulgar habit, trying and trying! Gambateh! :] so yeah im working on the name or my new url and stuff.. later need to do art alone.. which i hate, i regret joining a group of boys for art, i have no idea why, but every time im in a group, they always have to throw me all the work, and there i am, doing the work in alone at 1am and thus i only get like 4hours of sleep but no body seems to care.. i am sometimes sick of life, you always have to have those ups and downs huh? why god why? it's terrifying do you know god? im here crying and no body knows...sometimes, i just a to be a transparent small little tiny stone, not moving and not giving a damn about life, 相反的我 just enjoying what i have.. the ultimate peace and joy. sometimes during these unhappiness, having a sibling ain't that bad, those who are not an only child wont get it, when your sad you have no one else to turn to but your good friends, but always remember, that they wont be there forever, you still have to go through this alone, always alone.. being alone is scary sometimes, but im used to it, yet sometimes, afraid of it.. sometimes i wish there was no such thing as family, cus my family doesn't give a freaking damn, you guys have no idea what problems i have.. as i already know it but my family thinks i dont, and i have never told anyone about it, as i always remember this phrase when i have a strong urge to tell it,""don't wash your dirty linen in public'' |
