Incoming Chaos
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Incoming Chaos
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Hello.♥ I'm Vivian.L (Loh). Im 13, I see presents dropping from the sky every year on 24/08 . I have alot of dreams, real dreams that is, that i want to achieve. I love die piano (grade 4). I am freakishly addicted to anime/manga. I draw and read, a lot, and love photography. Lastly, i love vampires, so if your one, bite me.
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:D Thursday, September 30, 2010 @ 5:11 AM
I think i finally know what to do now. im just so happy to finally find the answer :D the decision i made was not what i wanted, my heart almost died. today ms koh treated us to ice cream :D i ate vanilla my fav :D anyways, an angel just dropped by to give me a hand. confused Wednesday, September 29, 2010 @ 3:40 AM Had i fight with my friend, cried while holding 2 phones on my ear and seeking advice with my other soul mate on the key board. Angela came in to comfort me, i really ow her a big one,ok we'll see what happens. i cant wait to have an outing with angela on Saturday, i really miss my sis alot. posting it short today. .. Tuesday, September 28, 2010 @ 5:08 AM Well today had my oral and craps.. had piano lesson, math tuition post phoned.. life still covered in concrete.. people still hate me.. have lots of homework.. family falling apart.. feeling scared of everything.. losing the ability to fake a smile.. cant get that hyper feeling anymore.. no one wants me. YELLOW BLUE Monday, September 27, 2010 @ 5:42 AM  I just edicted a new pic :D and i freaking heart it! im feeling so hyper now, that explains my red face, oh wait, doesn't that mean im ALWAYS hyper o_O?! i don't know myslef, well there are times where i emo cause of some circumstances other then that, yeap, hyper hyper :D so the above picture is the one that i edited, is it nice ? heh. so Tmr is English ORAL and im so freaking nervous, okay maybe not that nervous but yeah you get my point, im just worried i might fail or mess up. i really wanna go to Express next year and spread my wings and fly away. well literally. So, im gonna earn myself a new tagger today! and her name is, drum role please, Zhi Xuan! :D well shes not in my current Secondary school so yeah the secrets and stuff shall stay.:) so yeah after this i'll probably do the english worksheet then the math and another math then another english :/ wow that seems like alot of work to do, well it is really ALOT so i better get started now! The Fresh awesome feeling you get. Sunday, September 26, 2010 @ 5:15 AM Tomorrow is gonna be terrifying during art lessons, my group haven't do the Appendix A yet O_O! sighs.. im so gonna be dead meat tomorrow unless Hidahyu sends me the Appendix A thingy ._. ok so tomorrow, im think of trying out a new hair style :D probably clipping up my cockroaches filers and putting a bit of bangs down :/ cus my filers are really irritating me XS okay so, tmr, i just hope i wont feel that emptiness in me again, i hate that feeling, it feels as thought I've been conquered by my arch enemy.. so yeah im gonna bathe after this then read my Science text book and hit the sack and call it a day. i just hope that things will turn out well in the near future.. well, 1 more day to EOY and then before you know it, the war is over then holidays here we come! i can effing wait! im gonna go to Taiwan, then cycle with Sonia, play pool with Syazia & Sonia and bake a cake or something with Sonia. Wow that's alot of Sonia time :D EPIC! ^^ :) Friday, September 24, 2010 @ 8:17 AM im just done with my new blog skin! i freaking L O V E it! wow im so tired.. so my mum went to malaysia to see her own mum and stuff yadiyadiya and she'll be coming back on SUNDAY, in the mean time, im stuck in Singapore, with all the shitty homework which needs to be passed up to your stupid art rap me ==. ok im beat. i'll update tmr. for now, im gonna hit the sacks and sleep like a log. I feel like im not living anymore. Wednesday, September 22, 2010 @ 2:14 AM i feel so sad these days, and im even more broken down by the fact that no one can help me. I've lost all my friends except for some and they all betrayed me. what's even worst is that im in the same class with them. I feel like i cant live anymore. I went with Syazia to eat KFC today, guess what? i saw all of them together at KFC, all four of them. then hui xing shouted, VIVIAN! then i turned, they all were there. The worst part is, i don't belong there anymore .. i ate silently as each of them took turns to look behind. their whispers made me want to dig a hole and bury myself alive. I wanted to cry. Now i must focus on my studies and get the hell out of this class and start anew. I have to. I just cant that the bearings any longer and the fact that my arch enemy is having a time of her life, while here i am, stuck with no where to go.. I want her to dissapear Saturday, September 18, 2010 @ 6:27 PM 
HELLIOOO wish i could go un-private again.. but fate just wouldn't let me have my ways== So then again i am left with all the Art IT thingy.. i slept at 11.30 to complete it, but yeah i still have a little more :/ so Sonia got her braces, and it's EPIC! it's like mid night blue, but she keeps on calling it nightmare blue :D ok so, as usual fugly is pissing the crap out of me, fugly thinks it's ok? well it's not. FML So after this, im will be on my way to OMG-facts to check out awesome shit and then... what happens after that :/ grr.. my brain just isn't operating with me -.- ok so im just waiting for Sonia to be online then i can chat with her.. i'll be laughing in front of the computer screen like a mad dog again, trust me. So i have to complete the 2 freaking greeting cards and the presentation == sighs... then i'll gom read the new issue of teenage magazine :D! then i'll probably go and read FreeFall since Hui Xing is so eager to have me return the stupid book that i borrowed with her library card -.- Eff her Wednesday, September 8, 2010 @ 4:06 AM seriously man, get a life and move on ! you don't need to glue your butt to the past ya know? seriously, move on ! stop ventilating your crap on the internet cus it'll only make me so called "fooling around more" seriously, damn you, damn you.. okay so, today, i went out with, Abbie,Ying Xuan, Jarrod, Kerwin ,Kelvin and kaikait, we had a blast! we went to cause way point and we ate at some food court, then we went to buy our tickets for the movie : The Hole *laughs* ( pervertic) ok so after that, we went to time zone and we played this random throwing ball game and then we played fake basket ball and some shooting game. so after that, we went to a candy shop and i bought kinder biuno (ok idk how to freaking spell that -.-'' ) ok then, we went up to the cinema and bought some crap to eat and were off to see "THE HOLE" PG ahahas! it never gets old XD eat pig ! okay after the movie, we went to slack for awhile then too a train back to yishun. and thats where we slacked again >. it was EAT PIG ! :D FREE Friday, September 3, 2010 @ 9:25 PM Im finally free at last, well i would still have to give a very good explanation but who cares? after that, im free to live my life how ever i want without a fear :D All This Bullshit just made a STRONGER ! so yeah i got my new bed and im currently sitting on it while typing this, EPIC :D it's hell yeah awesome ! but some how it looks like a baby cradle or something =.='' anyways, right now, i have one week to come up with an explanation-.-'' hmm so, i'll be going out with sonia on tuesday ! im excited ! hmm i wonder what to wear XD i wonder what we're gonna buy too ! :D i wonder when is that freaking episode 23 coming out ?! im waiting animefreak ! >. :) |
